With my migraine finally gone and all the medication slowly making it's way out of my body, I am finally able to think clearly, which is a good thing, because a best friend of mine asked me to write the 10 things I want in my future mate and 10 things I'd like to prepare myself to be, for him. I didn't currently have a list, which apparently most people my age do and it just gets longer by the year, but I jumped at the chance to make one. I actually didn't have to think too long about this either. What I noticed was, if I had made a list in my 20's, It would have been filled with much more physical attributes......solid ass, broad back, brown skin, musically inclined, etc. Now my list goes a little something like this.......
Soul mate: (gotta love Izaiah, that's a give in)
1. Loyal (trustworthy)
2. Ambitious (not lazy)
3. Caring/Understanding
4. Funny
5. Responsible
6. Spontaneous
7. Confident (not arrogant)
8. Has energy that lifts me up
9. Infectious smile
10. Doesn't "need" me, just loves me
I guess it's a list everyone can relate to, unless you're 18 without a care in the world. I've only ever wanted someone who is unbelievably, incandescently, and as Bella would say "unconditionally and irrevocably" in love with me. Giver and a taker and someone who knows how to laugh his ass off. This of course is a "perfect" man that may or may not exist, but I definitely think he will exist when I'm ready for him. I think everything we do, right now, as we speak, is already leading up to something for the future. As I continue to work on myself and find my happy again, I am already attracting the right person and when I come full circle, there he will be......Jacob Black...nah nah, he will definitely be human ONLY.......hopefully ;)
Happy Hump Day!
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